It Hurts

[tuxedo_elf]

Just when I thought things couldn't get worse, they did. About two hours ago my Grandad died. I knew he was sick, that he didn't have long, but it hurts. It hurts a lot. I haven't lost anyone before, I didn't know how bad it would feel. Everyone here is my lifeline - I can't deal with RL face-to-face stuff right now.

I appreciate all the support on my last entry but I'm in no state to reply to them right now. I just feel lost, sad and numb. It hasn't really sunk in yet, I dread when it does.

Comments

[sildil]

I am so sorry my dear. It's a horrid thing to lose someone, and there is nothing that I, or any of us can do to make it better. But I do send lots of hugs and love. Don't worry about responding to anyone, we all know how you feel. *hugs, lots*
Bren xxx

[kagome-sama.livejournal.com]

I'm with you in the moment of pain :(. Two years ago I too lost my grandpa. He died less than four months after his wife, my grandma, died as well. It was as if after she died he wasn't able of foing anything anymore. You can't know how I was wretchled by all this :( So . . . I can relate to you. Being your first loss, then, it's even more painful. It won't ever be no painful, though :(

I hope you can go over it soon. But please remember that we're here for you, when you need help!

[estelle3974.livejournal.com]

*huggles tightly lots and lots*
I'm here, hon.
Es.

[geek6.livejournal.com]

hey don't worry about replying to posts.. hell thats the last thing anyone expects... *hugs*


i know how you feel... today i'm off to my fathers funeral.. but when he died last week i was shocked.. numb.. ..

*hugs*..

you'll get through it.

[leggylover03.livejournal.com]

Hugs you Tux and says it will take time but you will come through this and should you ever need to talk in the middle of the night I am always online.

Sending you my sympathies, and hugs

[ilyusha-a.livejournal.com]

*HUGS*

We are here for you hon... unfortunately many of us have lost people we love.. it happens to everyone, and it still hurts!
*hugs*
Just remember that we are your friends, and we will give you all the time you need, and support and help you in any way we can...

*hugs tight*

Lúthien

[say-aye.livejournal.com]

Oh Tux. ~hugs tightly~

[ulairiel.livejournal.com]

*hugs tight*

Oh Tux thats terrible... My grandad died two months ago from cancer - we knew it was coming, but still... I'd never really lost anyone before that, and it still hurts like hell - the only thing you can do is struggle on, and we're all here for you. Take all the time you need.

I said it in my text, and I'll say it again - I'm here if you need me, and I do know how you feel.

*hugs again*

Shi
x

[kikisocrazy.livejournal.com]

Take your time to heal,girlie.My dad died like a year ago and it still hurts me to think about it.Your grandpa was part of your blood and it's normal that you're hurting.You and your familly have my deepest sympathy,and much much huggs from me.

love
kiki

[maldaeien.livejournal.com]

*hugs Tux tightly* You know you can count with us anytime you need and that you have our unconditional support. *hugs more*

[novnariel.livejournal.com]

*hugs Tux tightly*
I'm so sorry, Tux.
The others are write, you should take your time, and remember, we are always there for you.
*more hugs*

[elbereth-elena.livejournal.com]

Oh, Tux, *hugs very tight* I'm thinking of you...I wish there was something I could say to make everything OK again. Take care sweetie *hugs*

[tigersmeleth-86.livejournal.com]

Oh Tux! *hugs and more hugs* I don't know what to say except for I'm sorry...*hugs*

~Tiger

[elwenofimladris.livejournal.com]

*hugs you lots* Tux... I'm so sorry.

El