Just when I thought things couldn't get worse, they did. About two hours ago my Grandad died. I knew he was sick, that he didn't have long, but it hurts. It hurts a lot. I haven't lost anyone before, I didn't know how bad it would feel. Everyone here is my lifeline - I can't deal with RL face-to-face stuff right now.
I appreciate all the support on my last entry but I'm in no state to reply to them right now. I just feel lost, sad and numb. It hasn't really sunk in yet, I dread when it does.
I appreciate all the support on my last entry but I'm in no state to reply to them right now. I just feel lost, sad and numb. It hasn't really sunk in yet, I dread when it does.
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Date: 2004-05-07 06:10 pm (UTC)From:I'm so sorry, Tux.
The others are write, you should take your time, and remember, we are always there for you.
*more hugs*