Just when I thought things couldn't get worse, they did. About two hours ago my Grandad died. I knew he was sick, that he didn't have long, but it hurts. It hurts a lot. I haven't lost anyone before, I didn't know how bad it would feel. Everyone here is my lifeline - I can't deal with RL face-to-face stuff right now.
I appreciate all the support on my last entry but I'm in no state to reply to them right now. I just feel lost, sad and numb. It hasn't really sunk in yet, I dread when it does.
I appreciate all the support on my last entry but I'm in no state to reply to them right now. I just feel lost, sad and numb. It hasn't really sunk in yet, I dread when it does.
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Date: 2004-05-06 11:51 pm (UTC)From:Bren xxx
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Date: 2004-05-07 12:38 am (UTC)From:I hope you can go over it soon. But please remember that we're here for you, when you need help!
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Date: 2004-05-07 01:30 am (UTC)From:I'm here, hon.
Es.
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Date: 2004-05-07 05:27 am (UTC)From:i know how you feel... today i'm off to my fathers funeral.. but when he died last week i was shocked.. numb.. ..
*hugs*..
you'll get through it.
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Date: 2004-05-07 06:30 am (UTC)From:Sending you my sympathies, and hugs
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Date: 2004-05-07 08:20 am (UTC)From:We are here for you hon... unfortunately many of us have lost people we love.. it happens to everyone, and it still hurts!
*hugs*
Just remember that we are your friends, and we will give you all the time you need, and support and help you in any way we can...
*hugs tight*
LĂșthien
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Date: 2004-05-07 09:36 am (UTC)From:no subject
Date: 2004-05-07 11:40 am (UTC)From:Oh Tux thats terrible... My grandad died two months ago from cancer - we knew it was coming, but still... I'd never really lost anyone before that, and it still hurts like hell - the only thing you can do is struggle on, and we're all here for you. Take all the time you need.
I said it in my text, and I'll say it again - I'm here if you need me, and I do know how you feel.
*hugs again*
Shi
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Date: 2004-05-07 03:46 pm (UTC)From:love
kiki
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Date: 2004-05-07 04:07 pm (UTC)From:no subject
Date: 2004-05-07 06:10 pm (UTC)From:I'm so sorry, Tux.
The others are write, you should take your time, and remember, we are always there for you.
*more hugs*
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Date: 2004-05-07 06:29 pm (UTC)From:no subject
Date: 2004-05-08 02:11 am (UTC)From:~Tiger
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Date: 2004-05-09 01:16 am (UTC)From:El