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Jun. 25th, 2007 01:16 amI should be in bed, it being a work night, but I seem to have a jumble of thoughts in my head that are keeping me up.
I feel like I'm in limbo at the moment... moving is imminent and I've started to pack boxes. It'd hard though, because there still isn't anything definite. I need dates to make it 'real' if that makes sense. I also need dates for more practical matters... because we're moving almost back to London, I need a new job.
It's hard to go back in that direction, but at the moment, it's our best option. I still want to live on the coast, but the dream is on hold for at least a year. Also, it's hard to have to rent, especially after being on the property ladder for eight years. But needs must.
Due to this and other things I'm a bundle of nerves lately, and I'm getting a bit hyper-sensitive. There are things both online and IRL that are getting to me far more than they should. I'll be glad when things are a bit more settled in my life and I can look at things clearly again.
Writing has once again ground to a halt. I just seem to lack motivation, despite having plenty of ideas and things that need updating. I have been tempted to dabble in the Dr Who fandom, but again, I can't seem to actually find the urge to sit down and work on something. It's just a huge effort at the moment, instead of fun. I'm not manniping either... the most creative thing I've done lately is a few icons.
The other week I found out that Venus, my pet bunny who had stayed at the inlaws after the last move, had died. I feel so bad about never bringing her home again, even though I know she was safer there. She was old... about ten I think and I hadn't seen her in a year... but it was still hard to hear. When we'd had this move, I'd planned to get her back.
I don't even think this is everything, but I've run out of steam now. I'd better try to get some sleep I guess.
I feel like I'm in limbo at the moment... moving is imminent and I've started to pack boxes. It'd hard though, because there still isn't anything definite. I need dates to make it 'real' if that makes sense. I also need dates for more practical matters... because we're moving almost back to London, I need a new job.
It's hard to go back in that direction, but at the moment, it's our best option. I still want to live on the coast, but the dream is on hold for at least a year. Also, it's hard to have to rent, especially after being on the property ladder for eight years. But needs must.
Due to this and other things I'm a bundle of nerves lately, and I'm getting a bit hyper-sensitive. There are things both online and IRL that are getting to me far more than they should. I'll be glad when things are a bit more settled in my life and I can look at things clearly again.
Writing has once again ground to a halt. I just seem to lack motivation, despite having plenty of ideas and things that need updating. I have been tempted to dabble in the Dr Who fandom, but again, I can't seem to actually find the urge to sit down and work on something. It's just a huge effort at the moment, instead of fun. I'm not manniping either... the most creative thing I've done lately is a few icons.
The other week I found out that Venus, my pet bunny who had stayed at the inlaws after the last move, had died. I feel so bad about never bringing her home again, even though I know she was safer there. She was old... about ten I think and I hadn't seen her in a year... but it was still hard to hear. When we'd had this move, I'd planned to get her back.
I don't even think this is everything, but I've run out of steam now. I'd better try to get some sleep I guess.
