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Random Bleh-ness
Apr. 13th, 2005 12:19 pmWarning: Self-pity ahead. You have been warned.
I'm feeling bleh again. Not ill... just kinda down and unmotivated. We're starting to clear the house out in preperation for moving later this year and it's a hell of a job. We seem to have accumulated an unbelivable amount of crap in six years... While I'm looking forward to the move, the build-up to it is *not* fun.
I think that's only part of it though. My whole life seems to revolve around the house and work at the moment. I'm not even shooting as much as I used to, which really bothers me. Maybe that will improve with the coming of summer. I hope so, anyway.
Hand-in-hand with this bleh-ness goes my oh-so-fun ability to second-guess everything I do and say. I say/do something and then spend the next hour/day/week worrying about it. Then usually I find out that it was all in my mind and that I hadn't done wrong/upset anyone. But despite that, I still end up going through it all again.
So in a nutshell, I'm not all that happy right now. I apologise to anyone waiting for fic updates... but I'm not in the mood to write.
It probably won't last... it usually passes, but until then - bleh.
And now that I have probably bored/irritated you, I shall stop talking/typing. I'm cranky.
I'm feeling bleh again. Not ill... just kinda down and unmotivated. We're starting to clear the house out in preperation for moving later this year and it's a hell of a job. We seem to have accumulated an unbelivable amount of crap in six years... While I'm looking forward to the move, the build-up to it is *not* fun.
I think that's only part of it though. My whole life seems to revolve around the house and work at the moment. I'm not even shooting as much as I used to, which really bothers me. Maybe that will improve with the coming of summer. I hope so, anyway.
Hand-in-hand with this bleh-ness goes my oh-so-fun ability to second-guess everything I do and say. I say/do something and then spend the next hour/day/week worrying about it. Then usually I find out that it was all in my mind and that I hadn't done wrong/upset anyone. But despite that, I still end up going through it all again.
So in a nutshell, I'm not all that happy right now. I apologise to anyone waiting for fic updates... but I'm not in the mood to write.
It probably won't last... it usually passes, but until then - bleh.
And now that I have probably bored/irritated you, I shall stop talking/typing. I'm cranky.
