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Today was my Grandad's funeral. I was dreading it, but it was ok. The service was beautiful and I felt as if the priest really cared.
I didn't cry, though I had to really fight not to. I'm not the kind of person who can cry in front of others. At the end, when my Nana reached out to touch the coffin, that was the worst moment. I hope she'll be ok. She has a lot of people looking out for her. For me, I feel as if now I can put it behind me, but for her the hard times are just starting. All I can do is be there if she needs me.
I didn't cry, though I had to really fight not to. I'm not the kind of person who can cry in front of others. At the end, when my Nana reached out to touch the coffin, that was the worst moment. I hope she'll be ok. She has a lot of people looking out for her. For me, I feel as if now I can put it behind me, but for her the hard times are just starting. All I can do is be there if she needs me.
